Well suggested I do features. xD So yeah I think I will. Maybe a journal a week with new features. So first 10 people to comment saying they want to be features I'll put my top 3-5 favorite works of art. ^_^

Feature Number One!- Nina
She always has amazing self portraits.
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Feature Number Two!- Angel
She is so creative and such a great artist.
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Feature Number Three!- Pup
She does everything from writing and drawing to pictures and manips!
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Okay so I've been thinking a lot about who I am and who I want to be. First, I know I'm really starting to hate taking medication. It feels meaningless, but I know it's not. I just know if I could be who I should be I'd be much better off. I also know if i stopped my parents would be so pissed at me. Well it's for my good. All I'm glad for right now is that school is going great so far so I love going to school. It's at least an escape from home. I've also been thinking more about such morbid things. It's starting to actually scare me. But whatever, it's fun xD Makes the day more interesting. I do hate school for my oh so obvious social problems though Oh well at least around band people it's not obvious. xD I've also been thinking more about my personal style for dressing and drawing and pretty much everything. I realize I want to move a bit away from the anime style and try more realistic and building scape sort of things. My looks: god i want to cut my hair, it's getting so long. I look so nerdy I want my contacts again D: I'm thinking of a more scene style cause I do like it but my parents are so...i don't even know. Speaking of them I've also been having more thoughts of just escape. I feel trapped a lot. At least I spend most of my day at band xD Oh, also, I don't get irritated by many thing but the one thing that really pisses me off is ignorance. People need to learn to take a hint and stop being so god damn nosy. it's none of your business so why do you want to know? Honestly people, keep you horrible gossip-y things to yourself. Leave me be. i don't know why you want to know so much about me, I don't want you to cause there is no reason for you to know. So shut the fuck up. I dunno...the more I think about it the more I seem to hate myself...maybe that;'s why the medication seems so useless. i mean it helps forit does fix this one huge issue I have. I wish that i could just change so easily. But the road is hard and I need to learn a way to get though to my parents that I need help... I've been trying to figure out my sexuality. Most people would think I am gay cause they way I look. I feel pretty much asexual. But I dunno...I'm just so confused DD: Fuuuuuck youuuu adolescence. D:< Actually the more i think the more I realize i am shit...uurg easfygry (Don't comment about this... part if you actually freaking read it.)